I've never had to search for help before, I've always taking care of my family. I'm a mother of 3 and 8 n a half months pregnant. Been with my husband for 8 years married 4. Guess times getting hard he felt as if he wasn't providing enough I'm not sure but he just up and left.Unfortunately I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes and low amniotic fluid and I'm a high risk pregnancy. Had a great job but because my job requires me being on my feet 12 hours a day I was admitted into the hospital due to contractions. I've been put on strick bed rest. And I'm unable to return to work till after delivery due to the risk of my unborn baby and insurance risk of the company. I have no car so I walk my kids to school, me to doctor's appts, grocery store things are very difficult right now. I have a 11yr old daughter 4 & 5yr old sons Christmas is around the corner and they r excellent kids they deserve a Christmas. Also I have my baby coming and nothing for him. And its out of my hands because I can't go back to work till After he's born. And this is very difficult when I've always been able to take care of my family myself. I usually would never ask but I got got out the hospital once again yesterday they had to stop preterm labor because I'm still to early. And my 11 year old daughter has actually taken it upon herself and taken on some of my responsibilities being its very difficult for me. And I'm very thankful for such tremendous help from her. She is such a wonderful blessing and daughter. And my little boys, there a gift as well. Very concerned and loving. Always asking if mommy's OK and feeling OK and if I need anything. It always touches my heart that they really want to help. There all such special kids. But it tears my heart up when they look at the Christmas tree and say."mommy Santa knows we been good boys this year?" Right mommy? Its all very devastating. Were not used to so much negative happening at once. I see the worry in there face. It hurts so bad. I'm crying out for help Christmas, baby items, bills, prayers, even a direction to turn. Anything. We will be so grateful. God bless you all and your families. Merry Christmas.
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